i forgot

that i'm in university.
and all the things that come with it.

its only been like 2 weeks since classes started, and i already have midterms in like the next couple of weeks.
on top of that, i am like lost in at least one of my classes, i have a shit load of work sitting and rotting on my computer, and i don't know where to begin.

the good thing though is that i'm keeping to my diet pretty well, although i have indulged in a couple of cookies and a few meals that consist of something more than a piece of meat and vegetables. kung fu is great. it prevents me from walking properly at times, but i think its helping me lean out.
well hopefully. i haven't checked a scale since i left the states, but i feel like a lot of the fat isn't there anymore.
hopefully i'm right and not just lying to myself.

and the guy i have a small crush on?
i really want to go and talk to him again, but we make eye contact like all the time and he doesn't say a word to me. so i'm getting the feeling that maybe he isn't interested.
man :(